- phrase from the book entitled "THE RIVER: Reflections on the times of our Lives"
Just last week, our SECOND SEM has come to an end. Atlast! we can finally say that my looong stressful week is over. My Second Semester has been very tough, frustrations along with the pressures have tested our determination and motivation to graduate in our course BS Electronics Engineering.
Along that battle, i keep on saying to myself to "Give your very best shot" because i believe that "What you have sow is what you could reap afterwards". I always believe that i could get what i wanted or achieve it by doing everything kung baga imply "MAGIS" of what you are doing, invest time, effort and money for the things you want to have in your life. This was really my doctrine in life that lead some to say that during the peak of our battle, i am one of the STRONGEST in the battle.
However, Live didn't response according to what i have expected. This leads me to question many things and one of which is "What happened Lord, aren't my efforts not enough?". I seek for Justification for all of these result. Yes! i was really self-centered in evaluating stuffs and bias in comparing myself to others who made it. But i could not understand really what's the point of this.
i feel so betrayed by the world
Seriously, at that moment i could not accept it because i don't think i deserve to fail in that battle. Until now, I'm still in the process of accepting it slowly by considering the fact that " There are uncontrollable circumstances in our lives" :( Just like our Laws in our Constitution, It might be Harsh but its the LAW. Thus, all we need to do is to ACCEPT it.
